Go figure. We all have triggers.
Triggers from trauma creating drama.
My trigger. I’m not good enough.
No matter how much I learn
No matter what I accomplish
No matter what people say about me
My body clicks when I feel this shit.
I should have known better.
I am smarter than that.
I better give more so they see me.
In the mirror it’s not clear.
What I see is sometimes me.
Other times it’s what I think I’m supposed to be.

MF